This graph represents how things have gone within me over a fairly short period of time. Things are pretty dark right now. I will have lots of time to think over the next few day as I am driving to Minneapolis. I am only one trip away from hitting bottom so I have decided to look into some help. I have decided at least for now, that I don't want to be on medication, as that only masks the real problem of what lies beneath. I may change my mind someday but i would rather get to the root of things than just the surface. The time alone to think may be a good thing, but it can also be a bad thing when negative thoughts come. Regardless, whatever happens...I still see it as a beautiful life.
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